Do you believe in god?

warning: read at your own risk.
indication: food for thought and for analytical purposes only
dosage: take it lightly with open heart and mind.
contra: not advice for fanatic, weak in faith and hopeless.
in case of overdose: prepare a dinking glass-cut your wrist-drain blood into the glass and drink. this to normalize pressure and insure proper blood circulation.


do you believe in god?

- the one you can blame for all the misery and failure.
- a king who sits on his throne while half of civilization kill it self for his name.
- someone you can talk thru the void space and never be called insane.
- the one who love to professed glory and be praised while doing nothing.
- a lord who demand to be loved and give him everything while you have nothing.
- the miracle giver when you are in success.
- an expert in blaming you for your mistake and short comings.
- the commander of armies with blind faith.
- a creator and the destroyer.
- the master of test and provider of temptation
- a juror of the unknown destiny.
- an omnipotent who display its power in times of prosperity and peace.

one thing im sure of god is hope. and hope is all we got, when we are in the dark valley of death. hope, a psychological and emotional condition that transform the dead into living. a fuel that generate life. for we like it or not all roads passes thru the dark valley of death and all we need is hope in order to continue moving forward and reach the other side. if not we will move in circle inside that valley till our death.

if god is a friend, a listening ear, a reaching arm, a giver, someone to rely on, a comforter, a helper, somebody you can share, the one who offers and shoulder to rest on. not in times of wealth or prosperity, happiness, peace, high and goodness - but in times of sorrow, grief, pain, poverty, emptiness and nothingness.

then you are a god. to you I ask forgiveness for all my failures and mistakes. your pure heart is worth all the praises and thanks. to you I serve you are my friend, my family.